This post is going to be on the creepy/eerie side.

I think that as time goes on, I get more and more paranoid of death. Not just of myself dying, but my parents, my brothers and my friends. They say that in high school you'll know 3 people who die. I know at least 7 off the top of my head. I guess it just makes me wonder why that couldn't happen to me, and honestly, it could. I can't get in a fight with someone for more than an hour because I get paranoid that they're going to die or I will. It's honestly tearing me apart. I guess when my time comes, it comes but I'm really unsatisfied with that answer.